風 a cool breeze

What i really like is the wind and if can add something to my body definitely is wing on my back..

Even though I'm alone and sometimes like to sit down alone, I'm not alone. This small breeze always accompany me. That's why when I went to the beach I like to sit alone and listening to the ocean sound and felt the gentle breeze that surround me. I don't do that now coz my friend always think that I can't enjoyed the time when we went to a beach but still I always like to hear their sound running to my ear.

Do you know what I hate the most from a selection test? Is the”we’ll call you in 2 weeks if you are selected” and after a month have passed they never called. Yeah, I know it means that I failed to passed the test but can’t they told me that I didn’t passed so I can continue to look for another opportunity with ease? It’s felt like a hope that never comes true but it’s to precious to thrown away.

In the first time I think it’s because mine is in another place but right now I think it’s because I need to push myself to the limit or God have another way for me. Yeah almost all of my failure is the last quarter of the selection. I always brag myself on how I can pass the first or the second test easily but after a few phase of the test I finally lost my confidences. Now, this sentence always spins around in my mind. “Do I take the wrong turn?”

I felt like my world is turning so fast and I just stand still without capable of doing something. I watch my friend grow stronger and other peoples take a step ahead trying to achieve their goals. My thought is trapped between the past and the future. I can’t move freely and is not because I don’t want to. I am a typical person who can’t take off the past easily and always rush to gain the future. Well that’s why I hate the sentence “we’ll call you in two weeks” and of course doing nothing for a long period. I am trapped because I need to rethink about my plan. I think God doesn’t agree with my previous plan or He wanted to say that “you’ll have to do something before continuing” and I need to find what He want for me to do is.

I need to find the answer quickly. I know that He doesn’t want to tell easily like the last time but hope it doesn’t like six years ago. That time I need almost one year to find the answer. Isn’t that a long time just to find an answer? But I never regret it. It was really had to use one year for me to learn. Anyway God always kind to me, and I thank Him for that, He gave another job to do and yeah this job suitable enough for me. I hope I can do it.

Oh yeah, I’m a fans of Yui right now. A few weeks ago I got Yui’s songs from my friend and I think her song is so great. I will post Yui’s song, Life, as soon as I find the video on youtube. Bye

I took a personality test in FB. A friend of mine gave an invitation and I said " oh well why dont we try it". The result is this ISFJ. Its different from a test that i took a few years ago and the result is different also. I havent read all the result though..

ISFJ
The Nurturer
Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging

, kind, and conscientious. Can be depended on to follow through. Usually puts the needs of others above their own needs. Stable and practical, they value security and traditions. Well-developed sense of space and function. Rich inner world of observations about people. Extremely perceptive of other's feelings.
As an ISFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you takes things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system.

ISFJs live in a world that is concrete and kind. They are truly warm and kind-hearted, and want to believe the best of people. They value harmony and cooperation, and are likely to be very sensitive to other people's feelings. People value the ISFJ for their consideration and awareness, and their ability to bring out the best in others by their firm desire to believe the best.

ISFJs have a rich inner world that is not usually obvious to observers. They constantly take in information about people and situations that is personally important to them, and store it away. This tremendous store of information is usually startlingly accurate, because the ISFJ has an exceptional memory about things that are important to their value systems. It would not be uncommon for the ISFJ to remember a particular facial expression or conversation in precise detail years after the event occured, if the situation made an impression on the ISFJ.

ISFJs have a very clear idea of the way things should be, which they strive to attain. They value security and kindness, and respect traditions and laws. They tend to believe that existing systems are there because they work. Therefore, they're not likely to buy into doing things in a new way, unless they're shown in a concrete way why its better than the established method.

ISFJs learn best by doing, rather than by reading about something in a book, or applying theory. For this reason, they are not likely to be found in fields which require a lot of conceptual analysis or theory. They value practical application. Traditional methods of higher education, which require a lot of theorizing and abstraction, are likely to be a chore for the ISFJ. The ISFJ learns a task best by being shown its practical application. Once the task is learned, and its practical importance is understood, the ISFJ will faithfully and tirelessly carry through the task to completion. The ISFJ is extremely dependable.

The ISFJ has an extremely well-developed sense of space, function, and aesthetic appeal. For that reason, they're likely to have beautifully furnished, functional homes. They make extremely good interior decorators. This special ability, combined with their sensitivity to other's feelings and desires, makes them very likely to be great gift-givers - finding the right gift which will be truly appreciated by the recipient.

More so than other types, ISFJs are extremely aware of their own internal feelings, as well as other people's feelings. They do not usually express their own feelings, keeping things inside. If they are negative feelings, they may build up inside the ISFJ until they turn into firm judgments against individuals which are difficult to unseed, once set. Many ISFJs learn to express themselves, and find outlets for their powerful emotions.

Just as the ISFJ is not likely to express their feelings, they are also not likely to let on that they know how others are feeling. However, they will speak up when they feel another individual really needs help, and in such cases they can truly help others become aware of their feelings.

The ISFJ feels a strong sense of responsibility and duty. They take their responsibilities very seriously, and can be counted on to follow through. For this reason, people naturally tend to rely on them. The ISFJ has a difficult time saying "no" when asked to do something, and may become over-burdened. In such cases, the ISFJ does not usually express their difficulties to others, because they intensely dislike conflict, and because they tend to place other people's needs over their own. The ISFJ needs to learn to identify, value, and express their own needs, if they wish to avoid becoming over-worked and taken for granted.

ISFJs need positive feedback from others. In the absence of positive feedback, or in the face of criticism, the ISFJ gets discouraged, and may even become depressed. When down on themselves or under great stress, the ISFJ begins to imagine all of the things that might go critically wrong in their life. They have strong feelings of inadequacy, and become convinced that "everything is all wrong", or "I can't do anything right".

The ISFJ is warm, generous, and dependable. They have many special gifts to offer, in their sensitivity to others, and their strong ability to keep things running smoothly. They need to remember to not be overly critical of themselves, and to give themselves some of the warmth and love which they freely dispense to others.

ISFJs place a great deal of importance on their personal relationships. They're generally very giving and loving people, who place the needs of others above their own. They sometimes have a problem with becoming overly emotionally needy, and with keeping their true feelings hidden from others. They take their commitments very seriously, and seek lifelong relationships. ISFJs are extremely dependable, and put forth a lot of energy into keeping things running smoothly. They sometimes have difficulty saying "no" when asked to do something, and therefore may be taken for granted.

ISFJ Strengths

● Warm, friendly and affirming by nature

● Service-oriented, wanting to please others

● Good listeners

● Will put forth lots of effort to fulfill their duties and obligations

● Excellent organizational capabilities

● Good at taking care of practical matters and daily needs

● Usually good (albeit conservative) at handling money

● Take their commitments seriously, and seek lifelong relationships

ISFJ Weaknesses

● Don't pay enough attention to their own needs

● May have difficulty branching out into new territory

● Extreme dislike of conflict and criticism

● Unlikely to express their needs, which may cause pent-up frustrations to build inside

● Have difficulty leaving a bad relationship

● Have difficulty moving on after the end of a relationship


ISFJs as Lovers

ISFJs are committed to their relationships. They have very intense feelings, which is not immediately apparent to others because they tend to hold things inside themselves without expressing them, unless they have a strong reason to do so. Their intensity of feeling makes their intimate relationship their first priority in life, with the possible exception of God. They seek monogamous, lifelong commitments, and can be depended upon to be faithful and loyal to their mates once they have made a commitment.

ISFJs have a difficult time leaving a relationship which is bad, or accepting that a relationship is over. They tend to put all of the blame on their own shoulders, and wonder what they should have done to make things work out. If they have been loyal to their vows and have done their duties, they will be at a complete loss as to what went wrong, and will have great difficulty accepting the end. They are "true blue" lovers, and may even remain faithful to their deceased partners.

ISFJs tend to be very selfless, and to put the needs of others well before their own needs. This may backfire on them, if they get into a situation in which they are taken advantage of, and do not have a good outlet for their strong emotions. In this kind of situation, the ISFJ might bottle up their feelings inside them, and form strong resentments against others. The ISFJ should work on recognizing their own needs, and place some importance on meeting them, rather than always putting the needs of others first. After all, if you can't take care of yourself, how can take care of someone else?

Sexually, the ISFJ sees intimacy as a tangible way of strengthening their relationship bonds. They also see as something of a duty, and are likely to be more interested in serving their partner than in their own personal satisfaction. Although the ISFJ is not likely to be very wordy about expressing their love and affection, they're likely to do so through their deeds, and will deeply value their partner's responding affirmations.

The ISFJ is very warm and selfless. They'll put forth tremendous amounts of energy and time into doing what they feel is their duty. What makes them feel best about themselves is when others show them their appreciation of the ISFJ. Consequently, the best gift that the partner of an ISFJ can give them is the expression of their love and appreciation.

ISFJs have difficulty with conflict situations, and would much prefer to just sweep things under the rug. Sometimes facing a conflict situation helps to resolve it, and the ISFJ should realize that the world will not end if they face the conflict, and express how they feel about it. A conflict situation is not necessarily a "problem" which needs to be gotten rid of, and it is also not necessarily the ISFJ's fault. It's a common problem for ISFJ's to not express their feelings until pushed to some limit, after which they explode in anger and say things which they later feel they shouldn't have said. These kinds of outbursts can be reduced by expressing their feelings on a more regular basis, rather than keeping them pent up inside.

In general, the ISFJ is usually a traditional, family-minded individual who places the comfort of their mates and families as their first priority in life. They're great for providing for everyday basic needs, and have a depth of caring which is very unusual, and not found in most types. They highly invested in the health of their relationships, and will work very hard to make things run smoothly. They are dependable and affectionate lovers.

Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the ISFJ's natural partner is the ESTP, or the ESFP. ISFJ's dominant function of Introverted Sensing is best matched with a partner whose dominant function is Extraverted Sensing.

ISFJs as Parents

Parenthood is seen as natural state and duty to the ISFJ. They are responsible about ensuring that their children have their practical needs met, and try to teach them the rules and observations of our society so that they grow into responsible and independent adults.

ISFJs may have difficulty administering punishment or discipline to their children, although most are able to overcome this discomfort because they feel it is their greater duty to instill their children with sound values. As individuals who value order and structure, they're likely to create well-defined boundaries and roles for their children to live within.

ISFJ parents have a very difficult time if their children grow into "problem" adults. They tend to believe that it is their responsibility, and that they didn't work hard enough to raise their children well. This may or may not be the case, but usually it isn't. ISFJs usually put forth a lot of energy and effort and don't give themselves credit for doing so.

In many ways, an ISFJ makes an ideal parent. Their children will not lack for structure, appropriate guidelines, or warmth and affection. Their children will remember and value the ISFJ parent for their warm natures and genuine efforts on their children's behalf.

ISFJs as Friends

Although the ISFJ is likely to place God and family above their friends in their priorities, they genuinely enjoy spending time with friends and colleagues. In fact, ISFJs usually feel a strong need to talk problems and issues over with people before making decisions on their actions. Some ISFJs like to discuss things over with their friends, rather than their families.

ISFJs enjoy spending time with most other types of people. The love to observe people's reactions and emotions in situations, and so enjoy being around diverse types of people. The ISFJ usually remains reserved around others, and does not open up very much. However, since they have a need to talk things over with others in order to make decisions, they do really need some close confidantes in their life. Their preference for these companions is other Sensing Feeling Judgers. They really enjoy and respect the company of Intuitive Feelers as well, but are not able to relate to them quite as well.

Friends of the ISFJ will value them for their warmth, dependability, depth of emotional awareness and understanding.

I like TransTV because off its unique show and no sinetron although they have semi sinetron right now. My favorite programs in this TV is The Coffee Bean Show and Wisata Kuliner and KPK and ala chef and many more..I think I used too much and...

TV One is like a provocative news television..many of its programs made me curious about the problems that are occurred.

Trans7 is the brother of TransTV and i like OKB and Opera van Java..

Metro is like TV one but more calm, that's why its color is blue and TV One is red..I like "its the candidate" espesially the young candidate..

Waa..patah hati ni, Gagal menggapai target operasi (TO). TO yang sudah kuincar selama hampir 2 tahun akhirnya tak tergapai juga. Sedih sih tapi semoga bisa memberikan pelajaran yang berharga. Tapi apa pelajarannya ya?

Beberapa hari yang lalu aku masih bersemangat untuk meraih TO itu. Soalnya yakin bisa lebih dekat dengan TO. Sayangnya beberapa hari yang lalu merasa bingung karena TOnya ga menghubungi. Selama kurang lebih 2 hari, mencari alasan dan menganalisa keadaan dan berharap ada secercah harapan akhirnya datang juga informasi yang memastikan bahwa yah memang sulit untuk diraih. Waktu itu aku sedang menekan keyboard komputer karena tidakbisa tidur. Lampu kamar masih temaram karena memang berencana untuk tidur.

Yah memang berharap keajaiban akan datang tapi lama kelamaan hilang juga kesabaran itu. Saatnya mencari TO baru. Tuhan memang begitu sayang dengan mahkluk-Nya. Sehari kemudian muncul TO baru yang cukup mengobati hati. Walaupun kemudian kandas lagi karena terlampau jauh untuk diraih tapi sempat kulihat langit indah yang sama kulihat ketika pulang dari medan perang yang berat. Langit yang begitu tenang dan membuat hati tersenyum berkata "Tuhan baik ya"

I don't plan to change my blog's skin but seeing Abi's blog made me want to. So I decided to try the link he gave in his blog and I saw a nice skin and placed it in my blog. It looked great now but i must work hard to update the html like adding my blog link and i don't have the list. Sob...

A few weeks ago I'm thinking to create another blog, a blog that will contain my thought about what's happening in the world, but i think it"ll troublesome to me so decided not to until i have the power and time.

Oh yes, I want to say welcome back to Abi and Pak Budi. They finally posting again after a few months without any post. Abi got a new skin now, better then before the old school skin. Pak Budi strikes back with his new quiz that i haven't got the answer yet, you should try it.

Finally i hope this new skin can resemble my new life. Right now i'm trying to improve my life, better then do nothing. Many of my friends have a new life right now and i'm trying to reach my new life. I hope GOD will answer my pray quickly. Amin

Last word, please help me with my english and give me correction if i wrong. Thank you..

Kalau mendengar lagu ini aku jadi inget sama dua orang yang berbeda. Satu lagu untuk satu orang. Kenal orang lebih lama bukan berarti dia akan lebih tahu tentang kita. Yang membedakan adalah lebih pada intensitas dan niat kita. Ada orang yang memang berusaha mengenali orang lain lebih detil dan ada yang hanya by it looks saja. Orang yang hanya mengenal by it looks inilah yang bahaya kalau dia berusaha sok tahu kita. Lebih baik berteman atau berhubungan dengan semua orang, hargai pendapatnya tapi pilah mana pendapat yang memang cocok dengan kita dan mana yang tidak. Pendapat orang yang tidak mengenal kita dengan baik tentang kita bisa bikin kita tambah bimbang.

Banyak orang yang merupakan perpaduan dari dua orang tua yang mempunyai latar belakang dan sifat yang berbeda. Dari segi latar belakang ada yang cuman beda kecamatan hingga yang ekstrim seperti beda negara. Dari segi latar belakang juga bisa berbeda.

Aku bisa dikatakan half blood prince karena kedua orang tuaku punya latar belakang yang berbeda dan tentu saja karena aku anak cowok mereka. Jika cewek so pasti disebut princess to.

Ibuku orang Jawa Timur tepatnya Bojonegoro yang juga menjadi kota asalku. Bapakku orang Yogyakarta yang menjadi kota tempatku berkembang. Secara latar belakang daerah asal memang tidak terlalu berbeda karena sama-sama dari Jawa makanya aku kental dengan darah Jawa. Cuman sayang, bahasa Jawa Kramanya kurang berkembang.

Yang berbeda adalah keluarga asal kedua orang tuaku. Yang satu dari keluarga sederhana seperti keluarga biasa dari kota yang kecil sedangkan yang satunya lagi dari keluarga yang punya sejarah panjang dan silsilah yang sampai sekarang masih dipertahankan. Secara adat jelas berbeda walaupun sama-sama jawa.

Perbedaan lain adalah tentu saja sifat. Yang satu adalah orang yang lebih sering menggunakan hati untuk memberikan respon sedangkan yang satu lebih cenderung memakai logika secara punya gelar master. Secara sifat sangat jauh berbeda lah. Yang sangat kuingat adalah kata favorit kalau aku ngobrol dengan mereka. Yang satu suka bilang "menurutmu gimana?" sedangkan yang lain "kenapa?".

Biasanya sebagai anak tertua pasti memilih untuk ikut mirip seperti bapaknya tetapi tidak dengan aku. Melihat perbedaan yang ada pada kedua orang guru paling pertamaku ini aku cenderung memilih, meminjam istilah Gholib, ekstrim tengah. Posisi yang menurutku sulit tetapi sangat baik. Posisi ektrim tengah sangat sulit untuk memahami ekstrim kanan maupun kiri dengan baik tetapi dengan sangat mudah melihat secara jelas kekurangan dan kelebihan masing-masing ekstrim tersebut.

Sebagai orang punya silsilah yang menarik memang membuatku cukup bangga tetapi aku tidak membuat hal itu sebagai sesuatu yang patut untuk disombongkan. Aku lebih suka membanggakan apa yang telah kulakukan daripada apa yang diberikan padaku. Aku lebih suka orang memanggil nama kecilku. Aku lebih suka menulis namaku tanpa tambahan di depan dan menyingkat nama keluargaku. Aku lebih suka hidup biasa daripada hidup ribet dengan adat yang banyak.

Logikakus totalus [logikaskus??] memang menjadi pilihanku tetapi logika bisa hancur bila hati tak menghendaki. Hati seperti mata yang mengontrol dan logika seperti tangan yang sangat berguna untuk berkarya. Berkomunikasi dengan orang pun menjadi lancar saat aku memilih posisi ekstrim tengah. Tidak semua orang suka berbicara mengenai logika dan itu akan sulit bagi orang yang selalu berpikir dengan logika. Seorang professor yang kukenal pun tak selalu berbicara mengenai logika malah yang paling kuingat adalah obrolan mengenai sepak bola.

Menjadi half blood prince adalah sesuatu sangat menantang karena bisa mengeksplor lebih banyak hal dari awal. Mencoba paham bahwa di alam ini banyak hal yang tidak sama tapi bisa berjalan secara harmoni. Mencoba untuk tetap berjalan ditengah perpaduan dua hal yang berbeda di kiri dan di kanan. Menikmati apa yang ada di kanan dan apa yang ada di kiri. Menjadi sesorang yang bisa diterima baik di kedua belah sisi. Menjadi sesuatu yang dikatakan sesorang dan dikutip oleh mas Arkha, jembatan. Cuman bedanya jembatan yang ini tidak akan jatuh, dia akan terus ada untuk memberikan kesempatan sisi-sisnya untuk terus berharmoni.

Akhirnya daku dipanggil untuk tes. Biasanya tesnya ada dua macem. Tes terulis (psikotes n inggris) ma wawancara. Yang tes tertulis sih asyik-asyik aja karena kebetulan daku suka teka-teki jadi ya seneng aja ikut tesnya. Nah tes wawancara ini yang agak beribet.

Pengalaman pertamaku, Alhamdulillah lancar namun ga masuk medcheck. Aku pertama mikir "ya mungkin karena pertama jadi kurang meyakinkan" namun lama-lama aku berpikir berbeda. Aku pikir karena aku terlalu berpikir idealis dan ga down to earth. Yah istilah lainya terlalu banyak omong tanpa tujuan yang jelas. Selain itu juga aku kurang menguasai materi sehingga waktu ditanya agak ribet ngomongnya.

Ok, setelah itu aku mulai mempersiapkan diri buat wawancara berikutnya. Kebetulan tes selanjutnya dari perusahaan SCM, oleh karena itu aku baca-baca buku SCM buat persiapan. Ternyata pengalaman wawancara yang ini beda lagi. Persiapanku buruk karena sebelumnya ada gladi resik wisuda dan ditambah cuaca yang hujan deres. Alhasil aku wawancara dengan badan menggigil karena menahan dingin. Wawancara bisa dibilang kurang sukses karena aku kurang yakin dalam menjawab pertanyaan yang sifatnya 2 in 1 gitu. Satu pertanyaan dijawab dua orang dan harus beda.

Ok, setelah itu belajar agar waktu wawancara lancar tanpa gangguan yang berarti. Wawancara berikutnya aku datang lebih awal buat jaga-jaga. Pagi harinya hujan dan aku ga bawa mantel karena suatu hal tapi Alhamdulillah hujannya cuman bentar. Sebelum wawancara mampir ke GSP buat daftar tes Pertamina yang lamanya minta ampun, untung selesai sebelum wawancara. Akhirnya bisa wawancara dengan lancar tapi tetep aja masih ada yang kurang. Semuanya sudah baik cuman pemilihan katanya yang masih kurang bagus. Banyak kata yang salah sehingga bisa menyebabkan salah persepsi. Semoga beliau bisa paham walapun kata-kataku aneh.

Yang jelas semua itu punya andil buat sarana belajar aku..Hehe..Thanks God!

"Buat beliau yang bertanya caranya aku memperbaiki diri, Ya seperti ini "

A month has passed since I started this job hunting season. This is the first and I hope the last job season for me. I really want to get a good job that suit me and spent many of my time developing the company. If I have to moved then I hope it'll be after my long year in the company. Well lets just hope for the best.

I started this season with searching for vacany information from the internet like job information profider (jobstreet and jobsdb) and mailing group. I also used the campus's job information center, both online and offline. Even though I got many vacany information from the net outside the campus's, I'm still not interested to apply because I'm worried about how much money I must spend to take the test. Alhamdulillah, the campus has been provided me with many job opportunity and I just have to input my database in the campus's computer. It's easier and cheaper. I hope I will get my job from this campus's recruitment test.

I as far as today, I already applied to 6 company from various background. Here's the list :
Sinarmas Pulp and Paper --> Rejected because they doesn't seem to search employee from Industrial Engineering background.
AGIT --> Still waiting for the administration screening result. A part of astra group that run in IT.
Mulia Industrindo --> Still waiting to. It produce some ceramics and glasses product.
AHM --> Just finished the administration process. I think you know what company this is.
ADM --> The same with AHM. The D is for Daihatsu.
APL Logistics --> The same, just finished applying. You know logistics right.

Hmm i think I'm gonna make some job hunting diary..

Akhirnya setelah seminggu ini berusaha untuk mempelajari microsoft word dan excel, lumayan paham untuk pemakaian lanjut kedua software itu. Walaupun dengan berpusing ria karena ga punya petunjuk selain dari fasilitas help yang ga lengkap itu akhirnya daku bisa bikin form sederhana. Langkah selanjutnya adalah berusaha meningkatkan otomasinya biar enak kalau besok bikin laporan.

Ternyata bikin form itu gampang, yang simpel lho, cuman karena banyak sekali tool yang bisa dipakai malah bingung sendiri. Hal itu ditambah dengan fasilitas help yang ga lengkap. Selain itu, daku kemaren terlalu terpukau dengan sebuah form yang kudapat dan membuatku berpikir kalau bikinnya pake' tool yang ribet. Overestimate lah [sombong kali y]. Yang penting kan sudah dapet dasarnya.

Untuk bikin form ternyata cuman pake tool "form" yang sudah ada di toolbar tinggal di add aja. Trus biar jadi form yang beneran tinggal dikombinasikan dengan tool protection yang membuat beberapa bagian form tida bisa dirubah. Selebihnya sama seperti mengedit kata-kata standar. Kalu butuh beberapa keteragan mengenai apa aja yang ada di tool form tinggal pake fasilitas help aja walaupun ga 100% bikin langsung mudeng.

Kalau masih pusing juga dan males beli buku panduannya bisa niru caraku pake reverse engineering. Cara jitu buat mbajak kerjaan orang [Hehe..]. Reverse engineering versiku adalah mengambil kerjaan orang lain, dalam kasus ini template yang ada di office, terus dibongkar dikit demi sedikit sambil menganalisa cara kerjanya. Yah tentu karena daku ga paham betul makanya daku pake hipotesa-hipotesa dulu sebelumnya. Contoh hipotesa yang kupake pada awalnya adalah "yang sedang kupelajari ini adalah bikin form dari word" atau "mungkin pake makro". Langkah selanjutnya jelas pembuktian apakah hipotesa itu benar atau salah. Langkah ini bisa dilakukan dengan mencoba melakukannya dan membandingkan hasilnya atau mencari referensi. Alhasil daku menemukan langkah-langkah dalam membuat form. Walaupun belum teruji benar tapi Alhamdulillah sudah paham dikit.

Tapi akhirnya dapet info lagi dari Dadang. Ada ebook Microsoft Word Bible dan Microsoft Excel Bible di ebookee. Cip, sankyu Dank.

"To understand the system one must recognize the parts and realize it as a part of a whole"

Jabatan sebagai pengangguran memang tidak enak . Selesai pendadaran bukan berarti enak dan lapang. Bagi aku yang memang mudah bosan kalau ga ada kerjaan lebih mending sibuk. Kangen dengan keadaan dulu yang sibuk dari pagi ampe malem. Rasanya jadi berguna gitu daripada sekarang tanpa guna alias TG. Setiap kali bangun tidur pasti mikir " Hari ini mo ngapain y?" Padahal dulu langsung siap dengan jadwal kerjaan yang menunggu. Pengen cepet dapet kerjaan yang cocok. Jadi bisa mandiri dan worth living gitu.

Akhirnya akhir-akhir ini sibuk mo cari sesuatu buat dipelajari kayak software-software yang mungkin berguna besok gitu tapi berhubung komputer ane agak jadul (Alhamdulillah ada, daripada ga ada hayo) ga jadi deh . Alhamdulillah (lagi) ada kerjaan jaman dulu yang tertunda. Apakah itu? Jawabanya adalah MIT Courseware. Yupz, barang bagus dari pak Dadang ini sangat cocok buat ane yang sekarang ga' ada kerjaan. Lumayan dapet ilmu baru gratis.

Bentuknya website portable alias offline yang berisi bahan-bahan kuliah lengkap dari silabus, bacaan dan tugas. Yang ga ada cuman lecturernya. Jadi kalau bingung ya ga ada yang bantu tapi ada enaknya lho, ga perlu takut dapet nilai jelek soalnya yang nilai kita sendiri =P. Oh y, sapa tau besok ditanyain " kegiatan anda akhir-akhir ini apa?". Pan bisa jawab "Belajar dari MIT, Pak".

Currently studying Optimization Methods in Management Science and Manufacturing System and Supply Chain from Sloan School of Management.